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Post by Dr. Kobb on Nov 30, 2021 23:30:38 GMT -5
Three paychecks next month! Thank Scrod! I will definitely join you in celebrating that! |
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Post by Deeky on Dec 2, 2021 19:44:35 GMT -5
Just wanted to check in. I've been in a bad place recently. But I'm on the mend. There is light at the end of this tunnel.
I've stopped drinking. I have a therapist. I've a referral for a psychiatrist. I'm speaking to the boys again.
I'm hopeful.
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Post by Dr. Kobb on Dec 2, 2021 21:34:13 GMT -5
Just wanted to check in. I've been in a bad place recently. But I'm on the mend. There is light at the end of this tunnel. I've stopped drinking. I have a therapist. I've a referral for a psychiatrist. I'm speaking to the boys again. I'm hopeful.
That's all great news! I've been thinking of you, but didn't want to smother. Sometimes when I'm in a bad place, people trying to help just wind up being a bother.
In a super-minor bit of good news here: I'd given up on any lights up for the holidays this year because I couldn't find half my small collection. Well, I had a eureka moment while at Mom's earlier, and sure enough, they were right there where I'd already looked before. Long story short, I'll probably get something hung tomorrow! You guys know me. I'm all about Hallowfuckingween, but I do have a soft spot for Christmas lights.
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Post by Deeky on Dec 3, 2021 19:09:54 GMT -5
That's all great news! I've been thinking of you, but didn't want to smother. Sometimes when I'm in a bad place, people trying to help just wind up being a bother. Yesterday was perhaps the first time in my life I've asked for help. It was one of the toughest days of my life. But I got through it. |
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Post by Dr. Kobb on Dec 3, 2021 20:10:55 GMT -5
That's all great news! I've been thinking of you, but didn't want to smother. Sometimes when I'm in a bad place, people trying to help just wind up being a bother. Yesterday was perhaps the first time in my life I've asked for help. It was one of the toughest days of my life. But I got through it. Good deal! First sit down with the therapist? Glad you got through it, whatever the situation.
Today I managed to throw up some Christmas lights and got to all the family cards. Either's usually unheard of from me. To knock out both in one day this early in December feels wonderful. I threw a strand of white lights over the book box, too.  |
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Post by Deeky on Dec 3, 2021 20:28:42 GMT -5
Good deal! First sit down with the therapist? Glad you got through it, whatever the situation. No. Much more difficult. Walking into the boys' house and asking M to take me to the psychiatric hospital. |
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Post by Killer Goldfish on Dec 3, 2021 21:00:39 GMT -5
That's all great news! I've been thinking of you, but didn't want to smother. Sometimes when I'm in a bad place, people trying to help just wind up being a bother. Yesterday was perhaps the first time in my life I've asked for help. It was one of the toughest days of my life. But I got through it. I've found at times that just asking for help, in itself, starts to turn things around. Even before help arrives. |
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Post by Deeky on Dec 7, 2021 14:56:19 GMT -5
It looks like I found a psychiatric practice that will be able to see me next week.
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Post by Deeky on Dec 8, 2021 19:35:48 GMT -5
Actually, sooner: tomorrow. Wish me luck!
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Post by Dr. Kobb on Dec 9, 2021 0:11:56 GMT -5
Actually, sooner: tomorrow. Wish me luck! Luck and strength, my friend. |
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Post by Deeky on Dec 9, 2021 23:56:22 GMT -5
Just wanted to check in. I've been in a bad place recently. But I'm on the mend. There is light at the end of this tunnel. I've stopped drinking. I have a therapist. I've a referral for a psychiatrist. I'm speaking to the boys again. I'm hopeful. Never mind. We're done. 100% broken up and maybe not even friends now. I fucked everything up. |
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Post by Dr. Kobb on Dec 10, 2021 2:40:57 GMT -5
Just wanted to check in. I've been in a bad place recently. But I'm on the mend. There is light at the end of this tunnel. I've stopped drinking. I have a therapist. I've a referral for a psychiatrist. I'm speaking to the boys again. I'm hopeful. Never mind. We're done. 100% broken up and maybe not even friends now. I fucked everything up. Ah, jeez. Sorry to hear man.  |
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Post by Deeky on Dec 15, 2021 21:11:38 GMT -5
I talked to a spiritualist tonight. She took me on an out-of-body experience.
Filled with golden light I floated out of a lotus into a ring of violet flame. He came to me. It had to be him, of course. I separated the cord connecting us, covered him in unconditional love. Then I let him go. He walked away and I returned to the lotus.
It was beautiful.
And I feel free.
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Post by Dr. Kobb on Dec 15, 2021 22:59:48 GMT -5
I talked to a spiritualist tonight. She took me on an out-of-body experience. Filled with golden light I floated out of a lotus into a ring of violet flame. He came to me. It had to be him, of course. I separated the cord connecting us, covered him in unconditional love. Then I let him go. He walked away and I returned to the lotus. It was beautiful. And I feel free. WOW! Was it some kind of guided meditation thing? Sounds like you had a truly transcendent experience. |
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Post by Dr. Kobb on Dec 16, 2021 19:42:00 GMT -5
Dense fog advisory for tonight. I actually love dense fog. Not driving in it, mind you...
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Post by Deeky on Dec 18, 2021 6:55:18 GMT -5
In a fit of creativity (or maybe I'm just manic right now) I finished my EP last night.
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Post by Killer Goldfish on Dec 18, 2021 11:00:54 GMT -5
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Post by Killer Goldfish on Dec 18, 2021 11:15:57 GMT -5
I just got my latest mortgage statement in the mail. I finally have less than $20,000 to go before my place is paid off!!!
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Post by Dr. Kobb on Dec 18, 2021 11:55:02 GMT -5
I just got my latest mortgage statement in the mail. I finally have less than $20,000 to go before my place is paid off!!! AWESOMESAUCE! That glorious day is years away for me, but you deserve congratulations. That's gotta feel good. |
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Post by Killer Goldfish on Dec 18, 2021 17:21:06 GMT -5
I just got my latest mortgage statement in the mail. I finally have less than $20,000 to go before my place is paid off!!! AWESOMESAUCE! That glorious day is years away for me, but you deserve congratulations. That's gotta feel good. I think I have years to go at this point but it makes me feel strangely free... |
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